1lisa's Blog

 Okay, This is a high pain night for me. I don't use pain killers because I don't believe in what they do. They make your head all loopy, and you still feel the pain. They don't work for me. I just drink to much when I hurt to much. That also sucks too! It is a lose, lose situation. So if I have ever insulted or hurt anyones feelings in anything I have ever written before I am sorry.  If I have given a reply on something and  that offended  anyone, I again am sorry. Im am a typical imperfect person whom is really good at fucking up. So I'm just saying If I have offend anyone in anything I have written, I am sorry! I believe in saying what you feel when you feel it. Sometimes people don't like the honest remarks. But It is never meant in no malice or harm. Thank you to everyone whom has been nice, and to you few that haven't. thanks for your opinion. You have a right to express it. And to a few rude people out there F U.!!! And have  a nice day! 

 Am I the only one out here that is listening to others and wishing someone would listen to me? Should I make up a story just, to make you interested? Sorry, my life is simple and okay. I just want to be there for  others. I can make up stories, I am sure you'd loved to hear. But I won't, because your aren't going to read it unless it is full of sex and scandal. Sorry not today. I am, a good listener for anyone. Let me help. NO I am not a Doctor of any kind. I am just a person who has seen almost everything life has got to throw at you and survived. So let's share/ talk.

 Plastic people, phonies. etc. Thats all part of life. We are all guilty of judging others. We are also guilty of enjoying the spiral down fall off others." Orange county house wives." Perfect example. We truly love to judge them. I personally can't stand them. But I like others, can't resist to watch. Why? Because we love to see the train wreck, known as their lives. We love to see the back stabbing, the fights, who sleeping with who's boy friend, or the flavor of the day. We enjoy trying to figure out who got what done, botox, tummy tucks, boob jobs, etc. We love to judge them on their morals, parenting skills, social behavior, anything and everything. You and I both know, if they all got along it would be boring and we wouldn't watch. We want cat fights and drama and as much back stabbing as possible. We want to know who is the biggest bitch and who is the biggest slut. But remember, they choose to be on their show. They choose to open the door into their lives and family. So we, in return have the right and enjoyment to judge and make opinions on their life style, morals etc. Is our judgements etc. worth the 10 minutes of fame for these people? Are they so desperate to be famous they would subject their family to ridicule and shame? Who is the bigger fool, them for doing the show or us for watching??? You tell me.